~prismwolf86

So I got off my lazy arse and actually took time to make my own icon-thingy. Naturally dA doesn't want to upload it at the moment.

And since I found a new Vector Art program-thingy, I'm gonna finish up with my "I'm figuring out how to work this damn program" picture before I invest serious time into that. (And by serious, I do mean more than 3 hours a day... because that all the time I can stand working problems out like "how do I flatten all these layers!? T_T " and whatnot.

Furthermore, as y'all can see, I've been a busy-body with jewlery. Although I have this nasty habbit of not wanting to get rid of things I make, me mum has enlisted me in making/designing necklaces for her to sell. Besides the pictures obligitorally showing up here, if you're on e-bay one day and see my new icon in the description; rest assured, I made it. I suppose I could do commissions here, but I did that before (not here, but in general) and lost all interest in doing anything of it. Plus if I keep spending all my spare money for just beads and materials for making beads (Sigh; yes... and no.) for ONE necklace, I don't think I could afford to take more than two commissions at a time before starving and homelessness... Anywho...

As much as I love renders, I have very little ability in actually manipulating said renders. So while I like what I put up, I can only take credit for finding it; not really making it. I know, bad me. So if I continue anything with renders, it'll be once I feel I can do something besides, "Let's see what happens if I pull this line this way..."

As for hand-drawn stuffs; I suppose a low self-esteem is to blame for me destroying most everything I draw. And when people say "But it's better than what I can do," I turn around and say "Well it's still crap." ... Which is horrably evil now that I think about it; but it's how I feel. So I'll put drawings up when my other steals my works, hacks my account, and uploads them without my prior concent.

Meanwhile I wait for a vacation. Managering this place of work o' mine is killin' meh!

Prism