So I got off my lazy arse and actually took time to make my own icon-thingy. Naturally dA doesn't want to upload it at the moment.

And since I found a new Vector Art program-thingy, I'm gonna finish up with my "I'm figuring out how to work this damn program" picture before I invest serious time into that. (And by serious, I do mean more than 3 hours a day... because that all the time I can stand working problems out like "how do I flatten all these layers!? T_T " and whatnot.

Furthermore, as y'all can see, I've been a busy-body with jewlery. Although I have this nasty habbit of not wanting to get rid of things I make, me mum has enlisted me in making/designing necklaces for her to sell. Besides the pictures obligitorally showing up here, if you're on e-bay one day and see my new icon in the description; rest assured, I made it. I suppose I could do commissions here, but I did that before (not here, but in general) and lost all interest in doing anything of it. Plus if I keep spending all my spare money for just beads and materials for making beads (Sigh; yes... and no.) for ONE necklace, I don't think I could afford to take more than two commissions at a time before starving and homelessness... Anywho...

As much as I love renders, I have very little ability in actually manipulating said renders. So while I like what I put up, I can only take credit for finding it; not really making it. I know, bad me. So if I continue anything with renders, it'll be once I feel I can do something besides, "Let's see what happens if I pull this line this way..."

As for hand-drawn stuffs; I suppose a low self-esteem is to blame for me destroying most everything I draw. And when people say "But it's better than what I can do," I turn around and say "Well it's still crap." ... Which is horrably evil now that I think about it; but it's how I feel. So I'll put drawings up when my other steals my works, hacks my account, and uploads them without my prior concent.

Meanwhile I wait for a vacation. Managering this place of work o' mine is killin' meh!

Prism

So, naturally, I haven't been here much. But I think I'll be around here more shortly. Once I scan in some more stuff, take pictures, etc, etc. Maybe even add a new section to my stuff.

Alrighty: School, work, sleep, boyfriend, lack of PS, and about 300 conceptual things I need to sift through. And I, to put it bluntly, suck at using the computer for artwork, so, knowing my luck, I'll probably end up with some unobtainable concept that I'll love, then hate myself because it could never be any better than a concept. Poop. But having someone constantly prodding me to continue means this has a chance of actually developing, though. I know, I'm a horrible deviant, but I guess that's why I'm a shadow deviant. Fits me to a T.

[Yu]

I remember why I don't fancy digital art as much as I... well... never did. I can't look through scraps until I find what I was originally looking for. No, I get other scraps and am like "Oh! That's SO much cooler!" Then I use it, then change around everything to fit that one little thing, end up trashing everything else up to that point, just to find something else and restart the whole thing again. So, I'm going back to my safe haven of pencil and paper. Not to mention I tried something random the other day and ended up with something I was surprisingly happy with. So I'm gonna do something non-doodle-y and hopefully have it cleaned up by some point in time. I'm gonna stop saying what I'm planning on doing, if for no other reason than I just suck at life.

[Yu]

So every time I log on, like everyone else, I get to see a bunch of pretty pictures... and end up most of them. I know, I'm pathetic. In any event, I don't fave what I don't like, and I'm sure certian deviants are getting sick of me clicking that little button on their work (and the kicker is I'm not subscribed to them!) :3

Anyways, my home internet is still on the fritz, so I can't keep online long enough to upload anything. :[ When the internet is working again, something will be put up. I swear!

[Yu]